t-r-u-s-t

Trusting God is tough sometimes. Well, not just sometimes, I guess. It's harder in some areas of our lives that others - for instance, I'm happy to trust God about my studies, but when it comes to relationships etc, I want to do it my way! The thing is, I WANT to trust Him in everything, cause I know He's completely trustworthy and awesome, but I forget that so easily.

aaagh ... and then I get discouraged by my stupidity in trying to do things on my own, so I give up for a while. Why can't I just lean on God totally? My human brain is so frustrating!